Feeling Broken

The LORD is near to the brokenhearted And saves those who are crushed in spirit – Psalms 34:18

 As I write this blog post I feel, so saddened. My heart feels saddened. And I Have no reason to be. My life really is blessed. I have a wonderful husband and an amazing son. We are healthy, happy, safe, warm, and want for nothing. At least not material possessions. But I know that I so feel that our family would be complete with another. It has been almost 3 years since the vasectomy reversal and after many many attempts, we still fail to succeed. So after I sent James off to work and Noah off to school. I truly broke down. In the bathtub, crying like I would never heal. All I can think and pray to go to please send us a baby, not just me but James and Noah. Noah has been wanting and praying for a sibling for so long. And I feel like I am not a good enough mother or wife to be blessed with another child. I am trying my best. Or maybe I am not a good enough Christian, or good enough person. But I do know God has a plan for us, and I repeated that over and over. But I just wish he would reveal that his timing is now. I just ask for his comfort to get me through not just the happy times but the hard times, the broken times. I pray that I see his light soon. I pray that this blessing does happen. I have seen miracles, healing and love through Jesus, I just pray that at some point I see our healing in this area. I felt Like Sarah, Hannah and Elizabeth, on knees weeping, crying out for God to bless their womb.

 He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. – Psalms 147:3


 I know God will heal this wound I feel we are carrying. That we are all carrying. I pray for my husband, because I know he feels like he has failed. I pray for Noah that he does not feel alone when he yearns for a sibling. I pray that He heals us and blesses us with what we have been praying for. Am I a bad Christian for praying for this. But I know I need to keep my faith, trust in the Lord, because I know when he does bless us with a baby it will truly be such a loving miracle he has brought us.


 In Christ,

 Carlise

Tasty Tuesday is BACK!! Easy Peasy Tuna Casserole

Hello Lovelies<

I'm back for Tasty Tuesday! I am going to try to faithfully do it every Tuesday! I hope. Anywho. Today I am making a Tuna Casserole that is an easy and cheap recipe. So here we go! I hope you enjoy!

Ingredients

1 pkg egg noodles
2 cans Tuna
1/2-1 cup of Green chiles diced (depending on how much you like green chile)
1 can cream of mushroom
1 can cream of celery
3 cups of cheese
salt and pepper to taste
1-2 cups of bread crumbs or crushed crackers
13x9 casserole dish















Directions

1. Preheat oven 375 degrees and spray non stick spray in casserole dish.
2. Cook you egg noodles according to package
3 Once the noodles are cooked and drained, put in a bowl add, tuna, soups, green chile, and 1 cup of cheese. Mix together throughly
4. Place in casserole dish, and smooth to even, add cheese to the top and cover with bread crumbs.

5. Cover dish with tinfoil, bake for 30 min, and remove tinfoil, and back until golden brown and bubbly.

6. Enjoy!! I serve with salad and some type of bread

WORKING ON MY BLOG

Hello My lovelies,

I hope everyone had a blessed Christmas and a Wonderful start to 2014. My Blog is under construction until further notice!! Probably a few days! I hope to start fresh next monday: Working on a few things. I hope to use more and I hope Christ uses me through my blog as well!

In Christ,

Carlise